one of the reasons i hardly ever post stuff i write is

i have this constant fear of subconsciously ripping someone off? i know that’s probably a silly thing to have but still.

‘oh no, this cadence sounds awfully familiar’. 

‘im pretty sure ive heard the title of this poem somewhere already’

so im just gonna scrap it and never actually finish anything haw haw haw

fak u linus

i decided to rewatch both requiem for a dream and trainspotting now.

I want to start a progressive post math hardcore folk shoegaze emo noise trip-hop pop band. Anyone willing to join?

Oh, and we should throw in some breakcore and neo-classical elements because, honestly, we wouldn’t be diversified enough otherwise.

i smoked pot and wrote some poetry yesterday but

i can hardly read it anymore.

it’s a sad life.

I fell asleep while listening to Múm and I had this very very weird dream of

a black haired girl entering the woods

at night.

and there were distorted piano melodies everywhere and

she randomly started dancing with a devil that suddenly appeared

and then i woke up

yup

I suddenly have a huge urge to make wonderfully catchy and nice electronic music, The Chemical Brothers or Crystal Castles-esque. Won’t happen, though. Hahaha.

I just found some old recordings of my previous band from about two years ago. This shit’s hilarious. I had absolutely no sense of rhythm and the tone of my bass was ugly as fuck.

We were pretty terrible but the material/ideas we had did have potential. Shame.

Just beat the Elite Four! =D

T’is my team;

• Cantervill (Haunter, m; I wanted to call it Canterville but the game wouldn’t let me use more characters ;_;)
• Arbre (Sudowoodo, f)
• Crasp (Kadabra, m)
• Meredith (Dragonair, f)
• Boots (Feraligatr, m)
• Keese (Crobat, f)

Pokemon adventures. Neverending bliss and glee. (: